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Sunday, July 20th
Wow time passes so fast...
It just seems like yesterday that I posted the last one. Ugh! Time passes really fast when your not having fun.

Anyhow, as I said in my last blog I put in for my floating holidays. I finally talked to her and she told me to write it on the calendar but that I was only getting paid my average hours for those days. I was thinking whatever I need a break. Besides she's not liking the new girl at all. It was a good time to unload this. However she always has to bitch about something. This woman is dying fast because of the way she is. I'm telling you I don't know how many heart attacks she's had. Then all the stints she's had put in and then to top that off she just got bit by a brown recluse. What other signs does she need from god to change. Guess what, she never will. She fuck her.

Hmm what else is going on. Umm pretty much nothing. I'm happy about finding my daughters Nintendo DS that I hid months ago and then blamed on her for taking to school then losing. I feel really bad about it but I'm really glad we found it. I must had hid it one morning going to work at 3am and was so tired I forgot about it. She has taken it before without my permission so hopefully she'll never do it again. Geez.

Mike is playing some game on the Xbox via satellite with my X and one of his friends. I know it's crazy. There like running around shooting people as a team and yelling through there headsets. The things available to men these days. Even when there at home, them and there friends can still annoy you. haha.

Well I guess that's all for now. It's 10pm and we still haven't had dinner. Thanks to the game. I'm outty.
Lisa on 07.20.08 @ 09:47 PM CST [link] comment






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Monday, July 7th
I'm lovin it....
So this layout, as you can read, is a tribute to anger management. As people close to me know music is a very big part of my life. It affects my mood and attitude towards everything. Since I've been feeling out of sorts and pretty ticked off lately what better way to vent. That's what a blog is for right? Of course!! So everything is pretty fitting. I'm starting to feel better already...haha.

What's been going on....
Well work is the same. I finally got the courage to ask for my floating holiday. Of course I asked for them consecutively. EKK. But hey I don't get a normal weeks vacation like everyone else there and good god I'm 2nd on the totem poll. I've been there for exactly 2 years and 4 months. I deserve a vacation from that hell. The boss should have been in today to read the "written notice". I haven't got a call from her yet to bitch me out so not sure if she even came in or what, typical. OK THAT JUST SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME. I soon as I wrote "came in or what" my frickin phone rang and my heart jumped. I was sure it was her. But nope it's just Wow Way wanting their money.

ANYWAYS... *takes a deep breath* See I'm just on edge about everything. I know everyone has these times in their life but come on mine is never ending. It's so bad I'm on blood pressure meds at 30, wtf? I need some anti-depressants but last time they put me on them for my panic attacks it really screwed me up. I had to stop. So I'm afraid to start on them again.

My daughters father is going on vacation, again, ugh! That means my mom and I are going to have to toss her back and forth so we can work. I hate when he does this. This man can't even hold a job because they are always going on vacation. WTF? It just doesn't make sense but I guess that's what happens when you get with someone who's 10 years younger than you. It's sickening really. To top that off this girl has no class, is a druggie and is just plain stupid. Like OMG, I smoke pot and I'm a hippy. GEEZ!! I guess they are made for each other though. hahaha.

So ok The 4th of July, what 4th? I didn't have a holiday cause I had to work a split shift. The rookie girl opposite of me, being there only 2 months, has every weekend off. See this is why I'm enraged. Why do I get treated like crap? I work harder than anyone in there. Whatever. Plus on top of this, this girl has been called down at least 5 time for making the trustees (inmates) do her work. Which is a total no-no for us.

Hmm so what else...
The bills are never ending. Gas prices are at $4.00 a gallon. Everyone has their hand out. People wonder why hard workers are walking into their work and mowing down their bosses and co-workers with guns. They are tired and fed up as I am. That kind of thing just happened a few weeks ago just right over the bridge from us in Henderson, KY. Guy walks in and shoots his supervisor and 3 or 4 (what I'm sure are) illegal Mexicans. Hello, these places are hiring them cause they will work for dirt. It's fuckin sickening. I don't blame the guy at all. America is a real shitty place to live anymore. Nothing is as it seems or should be. And I'm fed up....

SO LET'S START A RIOT!!!!


Lisa on 07.07.08 @ 12:09 PM CST [link] 1 comment


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